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11月10日 If I were a boy - a song made me cry - a gift to LuThis is a song for me and I would like to give it as a gift to Lu,and to all the girlswho has or had a dream of living in a castle like Neuschwanstein with her prince charming and who needs intimacy, honesty and commitment...from men.Goodbye, the fantasies of love;Goodbye, the imaginations about what a boy for me is; Goodbye, the tears I cried for you; Goodbye again, the baby I always dreamed of. If I were a boy, I would never ever hurt her like u hurt me before. It´s the last time I talk about u, and hate u, and think u own me a fortune that u could never pay me back. I swear to God, if exist, I will try to let me out of this hard story, and leave the past behind my back, and head on. Nothing matters that badly. And Lu, face up. U deserve a lot, and even more than ur expectations of love. The first love is always a hard lesson either for girls or for boys. So I know that it´s not that easy to let it go. But believe me ur Mr Right is right there waiting for u, and of course, mine is also there for me. So, think that when they come, we are all the best treasures and the best gifts for them, as an award. 今天听到一首我喜欢的Beyoncé的新歌“If I were a boy (如果我是男生)”，让我泪如雨下。真的不知道怎么形容那种感觉，那种被人理解的感觉。"If I were a boy, I think I could understand how it feels to love a girl. I swear I'd be a better man. I'd listen to her, cause I Know how it hurts, when you lose the one you wanted, cause he's taken you for granted, and everything you had got destroyed..." “如果我能做一次男孩，我希望我知道怎么去爱一个女孩。 我发誓，我要做一个比你好的男人。 我会去倾听她的诉说， 因为我知道当一个人失去他所需要的那个人有多么的心疼， 因为他认为你的存在是理所应当， 然后将你所有一切对爱的幻想毁灭。“ 也在此，警戒所有看此文的男生，女人有一颗柔软的心，一颗需要爱护和安慰的心。 If I were a boy Even just for a day I'd roll outta bed in the morning And throw on what i wanted then go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I'd kick it with who I wanted And I'd never get confronted for it Cause they'd stick up for me (Chorus) If I were a boy I think i could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear i'd be a better man I'd listen to her Cause I Know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he's taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed If were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone its broken So they'd think that i was sleepin alone I'd put myself first And make the rules as I go Cause I know that she'd be faithful Waitin' for me to come home To come home (Chorus) If I were a boy I think i could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear i'd be a better man I'd listen to her Cause I Know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he's taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed It's a little too late for you to come back Say its just a mistake Think i'd forgive you like that If you thought i would wait for you You thought wrong (Chorus) But you're just a boy You don't understand Yeah you don't understand How it feels to love a girl someday You wish you were a better man You don't listen to her You don't care how it hurts Until you lose the one you wanted Cause you've taken her for granted And everything you have got destroyed But you're just a boy 11月1日 Love, even is so hard to express 爱在心里 特别，特别的想感谢周围的朋友； 那些在心里感激着，不曾忘怀的人； 那些击打我，让我成长的人； 还有我无心伤害过的人。 生活的无奈再次的告诉我，要坚强的活着。 我们都要坚强的，坚强的活着。 是爱让我们这么坚强，坚强的活着。 现在在眼前的，有希望，有困难，有快乐的，有堕落的，有真诚的，还有虚伪的。 突然意识到，我是喜欢爱的感觉。 我是喜欢爱。 我是喜欢被爱。 我是喜欢成就感。 我是喜欢唠唠叨叨。 我是喜欢多管闲事。 我是喜欢被理解，被关怀的感觉。 我是喜欢被夸奖，被赞扬的感觉。 我是喜欢看见镜子里自己自信的感觉。 我是喜欢在教堂，或寺庙里，心里干干净净的感觉。 我是喜欢被妈妈，和家人认可，被朋友支持，总是有被人期待的感觉。 我是喜欢不为金钱操心，想怎么花就怎么花，想买什么就买什么的感觉。 我是喜欢看着自己喂养小金鱼吃食，自己有被其他生命期待，需要的感觉。 我是喜欢瞎想，喜欢做梦，梦想有一天自己能为世界的沟通做出贡献的感觉。 我是喜欢就这样坐着，看看书，看看电影，发发呆，心中有家的踏踏实实的感觉。 我是喜欢虚伪一点，想开一点，心里为什么这啊那啊着急，有人让我牵挂，让我在乎的感觉。 我是喜欢和新朋老友一起做做饭，吃吃饭，聊聊天，洗洗碗，喝喝酒，跳跳舞，互相倾诉的感觉。 我是喜欢哪哪都逛逛，什么都尝尝，什么也都能体会，感悟，在人生什么都经历一下，充实的感觉。 我是喜欢上了自己的感觉。 But I am not crazy about it. I know who I am,what I should do,where I should go, and how far... 我知道自己该做什么，不该做什么， 但是就是这么清楚，还是觉得累。 可能就是因为太清楚，所以才觉得累吧。 有一个能理解自己，和自己分担，可以信任依靠的人也不错，pero dové? 但是，很多时候，我做不到！ 所以请原谅我的胡思乱想，原谅我说过的大话，原谅我小小的虚荣，原谅我的不着边际，原谅我的偏执，原谅我的狭隘，原谅我的一事一人，原谅我的粗心大意，原谅我记性不好，原谅我总是迟到，原谅我... ... 我想说，我爱大家。 我不是不真诚。 When I say it, I really mean it！ 我在说的时候，是真心的。 我是真心诚意的请求大家的原谅！ 特别是妈妈的原谅。 特别是在天上的爸爸的原谅。 特别是我未曾谋面的你的原谅。 我也想请自己原谅自己。 爱在心里，有时候真的不知道怎么去表达给爱的人。 知道自己错了，却不愿意承认，我们需要更多勇气去面对心中那个善己和恶己。去克服一些诟病，和缺点。 然后真诚的请求原谅。 在最后，我想说， 现在的我很好，也很不好。 我头发大把大把的掉，身上的肥肉也是。 经济危机，生活压力，学习压力，对未来的不确定，生活的不稳定，都是真切的因素。 我没有任何不好意思，我想老天还是在考验我，锻炼我。让我明白，我得到过的是多么宝贵，我的未来还有很多需要努力的地方。 感谢生活让我成长。 很感谢赵部长给我的鼓励。我会永远记在心里，并以此做为目标而努力拼搏。 话是可以留在这里的，为了让我，让所有看见此文的大家与我共勉！ We work for a better tomorrow. |
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